Hi, everybody! I feel like I've been away forever. Work is an absolute nightmare. I've been working 15 hour days, plus weekends. I'm on complete meltdown right now; I've spent my day restoring myself by shopping at Whole Foods and AJs (a local gourmet grocery store) and stocking up on wonderful, exotic produce. I'm up 5 pounds this week, my stomach is a wreck (inside), and I feel terrible. I think it's a combination of stress and simply not having any food in the house, making it too easy to eat the wrong things. I am so mad at myself. I've eaten junky breakfast sandwiches every day this week because it's the only thing I can grab on the way to work and eat in the car. Could I BE a bigger idiot?
So, my goal this week is to make time for myself. There is no way that any job is worth my health, which is a trade-off I've been making. So there's food in the house, and I'm going to try to check back here more often for accountability. So far this week, I haven't even had time to peek at the boards. Please feel free, my friends, to e-yell at me if I need it!
If this is the worst thing that happens all year, I think I can deal with it!